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    I'm Not a Part Of This America

    By stillidealistic on Sun, 09/12/2010 - 3:33am |
    I stayed away from the 9/11 coverage today, well, now yesterday. The mosque controversy has left me feeling disgusted, and I just didn't want any part of it. But I did see a few pictures on the front page here a few minutes ago. The hateful people at the rally...the ignorant signs...I just don't feel connected to this America.

    I mean it wasn't supposed to be a celebration, so it's not like they spoiled the fun or anything like that. But they spoiled something.

    I wanted to remember the day with some sort of sense that we had been viciously attacked that day for no reason. I wanted to feel like an innocent victim. Like my country had been attacked without provocation.

    But somehow in the nine years since the attack, our behavior as a country, has diminished my ability to feel like we are on the moral high ground here. Somehow, instead of feeling innocent, I just feel dirty...and I can't really explain why.

    Does anyone understand what I'm trying (extremely ineptly) to say? Can someone help me put words to these things I'm feeling?


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