MURDER, POLITICS, AND THE END OF THE JAZZ AGE
by Michael Wolraich
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MURDER, POLITICS, AND THE END OF THE JAZZ AGE by Michael Wolraich Order today at Barnes & Noble / Amazon / Books-A-Million / Bookshop |
Beneath the Spin * Eric L. Wattree
I went to Shelly's Manhole with some older brothers to see Thelonious Monk one night, and I noticed that Monk kept looking over at me as he was playing. It made me nervous because I was under age and I thought he was gonna give me up and tell 'em to kick me out. They already knew me at the clubs around town. I knew damn near every waitress in this city. Sometimes they'd let me stay, and other times they'd kick me out - I never did figure out what made the difference. And they'd never serve me drinks, so I'd have to order something non-alcoholic and bring my own. But I wanted to be accepted as a sophisticated adult more than anything in life, so sometime I'd put the bass in my voice and try to casually order Scotch on the rocks. But the waitress would just look at me sideways like, "You're lucky I'm letting you stay here, so don't push it, buddy."
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One or two of the waitresses who'd been around for awhile knew my mother when she was working as a greeter at Dynamite Jackson's, and I think they put the word out on me, so they'd tolerate me, but they just wouldn't let me be the man that I wanted to be so desperately, because I wasn't. It's sort of funny when I look back on it. Had I been sophisticated enough to know what adulthood actually entailed, I would have been more desperate to hold on to those precious years than was I to become an adult.
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So I just kept coming back and braving the humiliation, because from the time I was 12 years old I loved everything, and everybody, associated with jazz. I got that gene from my father. As I've said many times before, my father thought the only reason the Sun came up was to keep Bird's reeds warm. I had to fight the preacher at his funeral to have Jackie McLean playing "Love and Hate" in the background. I told the preacher if they don't have jazz in Heaven, the Pearly Gates would constitute the entrance to Hell for my father. The irony was, when I was done reading the eulogy that I'd written for my father (Blues For Mr. C), with Jackie Playing softly in the background, that very same preacher came up to me and asked me for a copy of it.
On that particular night, however, after his first set, Monk walked up to me and TOLD me, "Come with me." He took me back to the musician's lounge where Nelly was, and asked, "Who does he remind you of?" And she said, "TOOTIE!" - Monk's son.
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He saw me as a young wide-eyed joke, and I was. I was 16 and on a roll (I had just seen John Coltrane a couple of weeks earlier). Monk asked me, "What you know about jazz, boy?" And I started telling him about all the urban legends that I'd heard about him. As he was listening intently to one of my stories he asked me, "Damn! What did I do then!!!?" You have to know how Monk was to know why I look back on that as being so funny, because he was dead serious. He got into the story like I was telling him a story about someone else. I never did find out whether the story was true or not. But When I was done, he told his wife, Nelly, "Shit, he knows more about me than I do," and they started laughin' their asses off.
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I spent that entire night with them, because I was so young that Nelly was worried that I was gonna be picked up by one of those,"Hollywood perverts." Monk told Nelly, "Shit,who you should be worried about is Blank" - his drummer (I''m not gonna give his name because he's famous and he's never been outed as gay). But for the rest of the night I sat in the front row next to Nelly, and after the gig I went to their hotel room with them and we grubbed and talked. I told him how I planned on becoming a great saxophone player someday, and I asked him everything I could think of about Bird. I remember him telling me, "Naw, you don't want to be Bird, unless you like bein' broke. How much money you got?" I had about five dollars in my pocket. And he said, "Shit, you already richer than Bird was half the time," and then started laughin'. Nelly said, "Don't say that, T!" They dropped me off at my mother's door just as the Sun was coming up. It was a night I will never forget.
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After that episode, the OGs made me a celebrity in the hood. I've never had that much attention before, or since. I had attracted the interest of THELONIOUS MONK. EVERYBODY wanted to know EVERY detail of what went down, and every detail about Monk that they could get - everybody, including Jimmy, the brilliant dope fiend that my father had hired to teach me to play the saxophone. There are a lot of details that I've left out of this story, and I remember every detail like it happened last night, but I do intend to write about it, and every nuance of that great man in the most minute detail in the near future, because it's of historic significance. People STILL don't realize how great that man was. You can listen to "Ruby My Dear," or "Round Midnight," and they constitute a MASTER'S CLASS on what contemporary music is all about. I could appreciate that even back then. So I thank God that I had the sense to know that I was in the presence of immortality.
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I also intend to write about an entire New Years weekend that I spent with Dexter Gordon during the 70s. He grew up two blocks from my mother and they both went to Jefferson High School here in Los Angeles. She graduated; he went on the road with Lionel Hampton at 17 years old. During that weekend Dex made a passing comment regarding how I idolized him that ended up becoming the guiding philosophy of my life - "Learn to become your own hero, because you're the only one who won't let you down." He also told me, "Whenever you hear me play a lick, your very first thought should be about how you could go about playing it better." He was right, and that was the key to his greatness. Lester Young was his main man, and you could hear Lester in him, but he wasn't Lester - he was Dexter, and nobody did it better. But he was wrong about one thing. He never did let me down. He blew the lights out until his very last breath. But I've taken him at his word, nevertheless, and he became my last hero. That's turned me into a severe cynic over the years, and that very cynicism has been of tremendous value to me as a writer. I don't trust the word of nobody, so I start off every piece I write by probing for lies.
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So we've been blessed, Playthell, and I intend to share that blessing, just as you have with your piece on the Duke. We're old schoolers. We've had the opportunity to be up close and personal with the kind of greatness that this world may never see again. So we have an obligation to share it, because after us, it will be lost forever.
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Did I ever become that great saxophone player that I told Monk that was going to become? No. Because I never reached the caliber that I demanded of myself, and I wasn't raised to be a member of the dime-a-dozen club. I'd rather entertain myself in my bedroom and DREAM about being great than just being "one of the boys." If you can't be the best, it ain't worth doing. But sometimes, on a good day, Dex will step in and help me to make my eyes moist. I live for those days, when I don't think theory, notes, or chord progressions; when I just close my eyes and pour out my soul. Those days, as fleeting as they are, are good enough for me.
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So while I still love playing my horn, I became a writer instead, because that's what I seem to do best - and as a writer, at least I can edit for quality as I go along; but as a musician, once it's played, it's out there. That's what makes jazz such a brilliant art form, the demand that it places on its musicians to compose their own compositions on the spot, based on some of the most intricate rhythms and chord progressions in music. It literally DEMANDS of it's practitioners a form of artistic genius. Thus, when I can substantiate my passions, I put them in the form of an essay. When I can't substantiate what I feel, I express my impressions through poetry. But during those times when I'm feeling the kind of passion that I can't express in words, only then, do I pickup my horn.
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But 52nd Street is always tugging at my heart, because that's who I am. Many people who are long gone now put in a lot of work over the years to see to it, so I always live with a sense of letting them down. There are two brothers playing all over the world today who I taught to HOLD the saxophone, to play their chromatic scale, and who I taught the musical theory behind ii, V, Is ( you musicians will know what I'm talking about), and frankly, that brings me much pain. I feel displaced. I wasn't born to be Langston Hughes; I was born to be Bird, so even if I became lauded as the greatest writer who ever lived, I still wouldn't be able to escape that pain. But my problem has always been that I was TOO well schooled in jazz, and at much too early an age, so I've never been able to appreciate baby steps, as every good musician should. Instead of taking pride in how far I'd come, I'd listen to Dex, Jackie, or Trane and agonize over how far I had to go; and instead being thrilled at how well I could play "Misty," I'd be depressed at how sluggish I was at playing Bird's "Anthropology." That's a curse. But my blessing is, unlike most people who hear something they like and say, I'm going to go buy that, I can say, I'm going home and play that. Oh yes, I can play any tune, and in any key - Gb is just like C to me - but from the time I was a child, I've always known what it meant to be a GREAT musician, and I'm just not there . . . yet.
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That's jazz. That's greatness. That's world-class excellence and what it means to be Black, and we should never forget that.
Eric L. Wattree
wattree.blogspot.com
[email protected]
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Religious bigotry: It's not that I hate everyone who doesn't look, think, and act like me - it's just that God does.
Comments
Jesus H Christ.
God Almighty, you just shook my soul.
Now I go to youtube,after I listen to this another sixteen times.
DAMN
by Richard Day on Wed, 03/04/2015 - 1:00am
Thank Richard.
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If I never become the great musician that I've always dreamed of becoming, at the very least, I can explain to people what it is about it that ignites my passion.
by Wattree on Wed, 03/04/2015 - 9:29am
A deeply touching article that portrays for posterity a true picture of the excitement of jazz the warm welcoming hearts of the musicians and their families and the brilliance of their work. Tears came to my eyes as I read it. I also like very much the intermingling of prose and poetic formats to convey the emotion of the experiences. Congratulations Mr. Wattree!!!
by Cuthbert Simpkins (not verified) on Wed, 03/04/2015 - 5:58pm
Thank you so much, Cuthbert.
Your words are very much appreciated, and very gratifying. My woman has been urging me to write more about these issues, but considering the dumbing-down of our society, as I was writing, I couldn't help but wonder if these remembrances would be as significant to others as they are to me. Sometimes it feels like I'm spittin' in the wind. As I'm sure you know, we're currently living in a society where it seems that the only thing that's significant is Beyonce's latest video - even our politicians are clueless (Remember when they used to say that "Politics ends at the water's edge?"). I am so happy that I was educated prior to the Reagan era, and I've become nostalgic for anything from the past.
Wait a minute! I knew your name sound familiar. You wrote the biography on John Coltrane. I am very honored that you took the time to comment, Dr. Simpkins. Here's one for you:
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THE MAN
http://wattree.blogspot.com/2014/12/the-man-john-coltrane-night-to-remem...
by Wattree on Thu, 03/05/2015 - 3:22am
i would like to hear from the author of this great poem about my late husband Dexter Gordon.
[email protected]
by Maxine Gordon (not verified) on Fri, 03/06/2015 - 8:34pm
And you certainly will, Maxine (or as I'm sure he would call you, "Lady Gordon").
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I felt a deep connection with your husband, and I still do. Whenever I'm depressed I pick up my horn and play his music, because it takes me back to a time when life was much simpler. It allows me, for just a little while, to revisit my dreams as a kid.
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But something very unusual took place in my life regarding Dexter. I'm not one to believe in the supernatural, but an incident took place regarding Dexter that gave my late wife, Val, and I pause. One night I had a dream that I was living in my old house in the hood (two blocks from where Dexter grew up), and Dexter moved in next door. So I went over to talk to him and asked, "Dex, what are you doing in the hood?" And he told me, "I coming home to die." The dream had so much of an impact on me that I told my wife about it as we were getting ready to go to work. Then while we were on the freeway on the way to work (that very SAME morning), a flash came across the news announcing Dexter's death. My wife was driving, and she almost had a wreck.
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A Swingin' Affair
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I
Was told as a child
Blacks had no worth,
Not a nickel’s worth of dimes.
I believed that myth
‘Til Dex rode in
With his ax
In double time.
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His
Horn was soarin’,
The changes flyin’,
His rhythm right on time;
My heart
Beat with the pleasure
Of new found pride,
Knowing,
His blood
Flowed through mine.
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Dex
Took the chords
The keyboard played,
And danced around each note;
Then shuffled ‘em
Like a deck of cards,
And didn’t miss a stroke.
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B minor 7 with flatted 5th,
A half diminished chord,
He substituted a lick in D,
Then really began to soar.
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He tipped his hat
To Charlie Parker,
And quoted
Trane with Miles,
Then paid his homage to
Thelonious Monk,
In Charlie Rouse's style.
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He took
A Scrapple From The Apple,
Then went to Billie’s Bounce,
The rhythm section, now on fire,
But he didn’t budge an ounce.
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He just
Dug right in
To shuffle again,
This time
A Royal Flush;
Then lingered a bit
Behind the beat,
Still smokin’
But in no rush.
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Then he
Doubled the time
Just like this rhyme,
In fluid 16th notes,
tellin’
Charlie and Lester,
"your baby boy, Dexter’s,
On top of the
Bebop you wrote."
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Wailin’
Like a banshee,
This prince of saxophone,
His ballads dripped of honey,
His Arpeggios were strong.
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Callin’ on his idles,
Ghost of Pres’
Within in the isles,
Smiling at his protege,
At the peak of this new style.
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His tenor
Drenched of Blackness,
And all the things we are -
Of pain, and pleasure,
And creative greatness
Until his final bar.
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You were blessed to have the opportunity to love this great man, and we were all blessed that he was inspired by his love for you.
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Eric
by Wattree on Sat, 03/07/2015 - 10:24am
These exchanges have been amazing. Congratulations on having your writing recognized by those in the world of jazz. Thanks for allowing us to read this.
by rmrd0000 on Sat, 03/07/2015 - 10:35am
Thank you, RM.
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I'm very gratified to be contacted by Ms. Maxine Gordon. But what I'm even more gratified about is the opportunity to open up people's eyes to a world that has been left in the shadows of American life. Many Americans really don't understand who we (as Americans) are as a people, and the true extent of what we are contributing to the world. We are much more than military strength, wealth and power. In fact, history is going to reveal that those things are actually insignificant to our ultimate contribution to the world. People like Dexter Gordon, Quincy Jones, Miles Davis, Langston Hughes, James Baldwin, and BARACK OBAMA, are some of the greatest men who ever lived, but their greatness - and America's true greatness - is being obscured by the stupidity of ignorance and racism.
by Wattree on Sun, 03/08/2015 - 5:02am
The 50th anniversary of the march across the Demund Pettus Bridge is today. Youth of today can read about the era from library books or vis the Internet. Young people can see the events live on television or view the depiction of events in the movie Selma. The opportunity to obtain facts is much greater than in my youth. Looking at the continued Moral Mondays fight and the BlackLivesMatter movement, I feel that there is still the same small but critical mass of activists ready to push the country forward.
We do see that racism and ignorance persists. The march was about the voting rights that the Conservatives on the Supreme Court and the GOP want to eliminate. Most of the GOP leadership was so racist that they refused to attend a remembrance of the fight for American rights. Whey are they so anti-American?
by rmrd0000 on Sat, 03/07/2015 - 6:29pm
This post is so beautiful that it's difficult to describe it.
I understand what you mean by the conflicts around being the best and I can relate to the intelligence it must take to transpose music at will.
This piece shows your great writing strengths. I've said it before, your stories are what I like best.
Another classic.
by Oxy Mora on Sat, 03/07/2015 - 9:57pm
Thank you so much, Oxy.
Your words are greatly appreciated, because they let me know that I haven't gone completely over the top on this subject. As I mentioned above, while I was writing the piece I wasn't sure that others would be able to identify with my close to fanatical passion for jazz. I always attempt to inform, not merely rhapsodize over an issue that I care about, so I make every attempt to be objective. But when it comes to music, all of my objectivity flies right out the window and replaced with pure passion. It's probably because, much like people embrace their religious beliefs, the love of music became a part of me before I developed the skill of critical thinking. As a result, when it comes to the subject of jazz, it's all moist-eyed, raw emotion with me. So again, thank you for your kind words. They go a long way toward reassuring me that I'm not just contemplating my navel in public.
by Wattree on Sun, 03/08/2015 - 10:40am
Eric, you are in no way writing in a capsule. I think a mark of any creative person is to question the art---it's the same critical eye that can make the art succeed in its objective.
I'd love to hear more stories about the 52nd street scene. I worked in Manhattan near 46th and Park for more than 15 years. Commuting out to Connecticut, traveling at least once a week and raising a family didn't give me much time for other interests but it would be fun to know, from your perspective, what I missed a few blocks away from where I toiled daily in the executive ranks.
(I later had my acting-out phase in the L.A. area)
I recall hearing Charley Parker in the Village and did on occasion go to Errol Garner's venue near Grand Central (or am I remembering that correctly?)
by Oxy Mora on Sun, 03/08/2015 - 11:11am